I will never find another lover more sweeter than you,
Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brutha
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Boy im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday



I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow


We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow


This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way



I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay



We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow



Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I



We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skys from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? And did they get you to trade Your heros for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in the war For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here. well it's the first month into school and it's good, man. lots of cool new people, some scary ones and the same old good ones. the living situation is great, except for the massive amounts of cleaning! awesome man. and dan is only a floor down so that's grrreeeaaat. im starting to work more at sage so that's pretty much my weekends. it's cool though, i need money!! money money!! so yea, things with daniel are good, we had our one year! can you believe it? we had a fun time, stories for the kids, you know. and what else? well i get hit on at work a lot so that's always fun, specially if things dont work out with dan! JUST KEEDING!! i dont really want to think about that... he's my world of course. hmm what else.. well jess' bithday is coming up and i cant friggin wait because she is gonna love her presenttsss!! i love giving presents! i guess that's kinda all... <3 Kelsey

Please don't say I love you,
those words touch me much too deeply
and they make my core tremble
Don't think you realize the power you have over me
And please don't look at me like that
It just makes me want to make you near me always
Please don't kiss me so sweet
it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow
And please don't touch me like that
makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow
please don't come so close
It just makes me want to make you near me always

Please don't send me flowers
they only whisper the sweet things you'd say
Don't try to understand me
your hands already know too much anyway
It just makes me want to make you near me always

And when you look into my eyes
please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms
you have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please 'cause
You hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth
And it makes me want to make you near me always
I want to be near you always
I want to be near you always
I want to be near you always

Near Me Always - Jewel


so here i am, back at school. the digs are fuckin sweet as hell, im so ecstatic. the new roomie is cool so that's awesome. i dig my classes and my schedule (no friday classes). gas prices are making me sad, specially because this is the semester that i have my car on campus and i have a job. right now im only working fridays so that basically gas money. suckssss. i really need to lose some weight but i think it's already coming off so thats cool man. things are good with my boy.. we're almost at a year - september 17th! good stuff. what else? i guess that's about it. lovin school, lovin life, what can i say? im glad we're all back at school together.. i just hope everyone is CAREFUL but still has fun ;o) i love living with my friends and daniel, it's great.

<3 kelsey

ive never been this close to anyone or anything
i can hear your thoughts
i can see your dreams
i dont how you do what you do
im so in love with you
it just keeps getting better
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
every little thing that you do
baby i'm amazed by you


school is almost a month away. we move in the 28th of august. i cant wait. summer has been fun but hard at the same time. its definately been a learning experience. but im really excited about school next semester; my schedule, my room mates (the new one too!), being with all my friends all the time. sweetness. and now that jess is coming out of her shell, last semester was just a preview! lol

last nite i went to see lion king on broadway and it was amazing... the costumes were absolutely fabulous! it was nice.. we had a little double date with my parentals. we had a loverly dinner at bubba gump and everything was delicious. and dan was too cute... he wouldnt let go of my hand because he was way too afraid to lose me... he's precious. i lovey him :o)

so yea, still working my bum off and such. its fun... babysitting is great because the kids (especially alex) are so adorable and good.. and my other jobs are alright. its money! and im actually starting to save... half way thru the summer lol

well i g2g..
<33kelsey

At last
My love has come along
My lonely days are over
And life is like a song

Ohh yeah yeah
At last

The skies above are blue
My heart was wrapped up in clover
The night I looked at you

I found a dream, that I could speak to
A dream that I can call my own
I found a thrill to press my cheek to
A thrill that I have never known

Ohh yeah yeah?
You smiled, you smiled

Oh and then the spell was cast
And here we are in heaven
for you are mine....

At Last

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

Damn my situation and the games I have to play,

With all the things caught in my mind,

Damn my education I can't find the words to say,

With all the things caught in my mind


So dont go away,

Say what you say,

Say that you'll stay,

Forever and a day,

In the time of my life,

Cos I need more time,

Yes I need more time just to make things right



i miss you daniel. its tearing me apart. i love you, where ever you, however many stars are in your sky tonight. i truly hope you dream of me tonight. i love you more than anything, you are my everything from now until forever.


nite.

Close your eyes, make a wish

That this could last forever

If only you could stay with me now

So tell me what it is

That keeps us from each other now

Yeah it's coming to get me

You're under my skin

No I can't let you go

You're a part of me now

Caught by the taste of your kiss

And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you


Take my hand, take my life

Just don't take forever

And let me feel your pain kept inside (oh yeah)

There's gotta be a way

For you and I together now

Yeah it's coming to get me

You're under my skin


No I can't let you go

You're a part of me now

Caught by the taste of your kiss (ohh)

And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you


It's an illusion

How can I feel this way?

If I can't have you

It's an illusion

Nothing is real this way

If I can't have you

No I can't let you go

You're a part of me now (now)

Caught by the taste of your kiss (I don't wanna know)

And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this (I'm climbing the walls)

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss


Ohhhh

I can't let you go no


And I don't wanna know

The reason why I

Can't stay forever like this (ohh ohh)

Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss (I miss) you


-BSB


yes, sad i know. my backstreet boys are back!! woot! the cd isnt too bad. plus i think of dan... this song especially right now. he only left last night, but i miss him just knowing how far away he is and that soon he will be even further. he is in virginia right now, they are spending the nite. i spent the day with him and his family yesterday helping them get ready. everytime i touched dan i cried. it was so hard to drive away. he even cried twice. every once and a while, i forget for a second, then i remember and come to tears. i know everyone probably thinks im pathetic, but its only because they dont understand. no one can know exactly what you're going through but you. i never thought this thing between me and dan would turn into this. if you had told me i wouldnt be able to live without him when i had first met him last september, i would have laughed in your face. now i can only say 'it's true'

we talked on the phone a couple of times today. he cried and so did i. its amazing how much i love him. everything reminds me of him and i just crumble. i could barely drive home last nite because i couldnt breathe from how much i was crying. he's going to be calling soon and i cant wait. its soo hard hearing him cry... but i realize how much he really loves me. and how much i love him. i really want to marry him. i just keep telling him we'll make it through this. that's what everyone tells me. even he said it before he left and now he's the one who can't believe it. i know we can get through this because of how close we are. he is my best friend and he will be my partner for life. i guess it is true that things don't always turn out the way you planned: but sometimes it can be better than you ever imagined, and that's exactly what i found with dan. i just really wish he was here right now for me to hold and kiss and cuddle with. i hope he has fun in florida. i know he will when he gets there and sees his cousin. well i guess that's all for now. oh and i would really appreciate the holding back of cruel and unreasonable comments.

yeslek

i like this one too:

When this whole world gets too crazy

And there's nowhere left to go

I know you give me sanctuary

You're the only truth I know

You're the road back home


Can you see me, here I am

Standing here where I've always been

And when words are not enough

I climb inside your heart I'd still find

You're my safest place to hide

My safest place to hide